The Love Terrorist

Baby, do you even know how amazing you are? You sashayed into my life, kidnapped & took control of my heart, and then blew my mind away. Baby you're a love terrorist.

without you

DON'T WANT TO REPLY YOU LEH!?

I really dunno how to react right now. Sometimes little things can really blow me away. I'm really trying hard to swallow the fact that I'm a lousy friend to my buddies. Some stuff are easier said then done or should I say maybe easier done then said? Simple things like texting and replying me msgs really makes me wanna point a BIG FAT JUICY MIDDLE FINGER AND SHOUTING "FCUK YOU" IN YOUR FACE. Its like you are trying to put in effort to do and organize something and people just don't really acknowledge your effort. Ytd night, I put in a effort to organize a simple movie at CWP and no one but bk replied. I wont blame him if he cant make it but certainly grateful that he replied. It's really not the rejection and turned down part that hurts, but the silent, cold feeling of being ignored that's making me feel so fcuked up. But still, I kept my cool and tried to tell myself maybe its just another whats app fcuked up problem that fails to send out my text to everyone. This morning I wake and saw the group chat "Boon kiat left, sihan left, weizhong left, jiawei left". NOW, THATS THE MIND FCUKING PART. YOU GUYS RECEIVED MY WHATS APP, SEES AND IGNORED MY MSG, AND JUST LEAVE THE GROUP CHAT WITHOUT GIVING ME A REPLY OR EVEN SAYING GOODBYE. So now am I still suppose to tell myself that whats app screw up sending my msges and then kicked my buddies out of the groupchat? I really dunno how to react to this but I really hope you guys sees my post. I'm just gonna relax and pretend this problem doesn't existed.

Baby 妳就是我的唯一

Baby 妳就是我的唯一 兩個世界都變形 回去談何容易 確定 妳就是我的唯一l 獨自對著電話說我愛你 我真的愛你 Baby 我已不能多愛你一些

Sian

Expectations kills. Finally got a taste of it myself haha. Sometimes it's tough to make decisions between 2 choices, tougher with 3 and even tougher among 4. Thought I was smart enough to finally come up with a decision that can satisfy at least 3 groups. Making that decision wasn't easy because I really really wanted to go for one of it too, been looking forward to having some fun even before the holidays. But then ended up I wasn't so smart afterall.Because eventually I got reprimanded for doing a sloppy job at home & the new plan kinda back fired because I even disappointed the one I loved =( The worse part about this whole joke was that I thought she might actually love it you know!? like play some candles, play some fire crackles, fly the new kite at night. HAHAHAHA. fcuking joke now. I think imma clown haha. Shall go for my nap now.

our virgin kite flying date

Went Singapore kite festival 2011 with baby on sunday (Y) was officially our first time flying kite together. Thanks for putting in the effort to still turn up even though you only had 2 hours of sleep the previous night heh. Really had difficulties trying to fly our doggy up because the area was too crowded. Finally managed to get our kite high up in the sky but ended up getting our kite tangled up with the others. HAHAHA! guess it's all part of the whole kite flying experience uh! STILL HAD LOSTA FUNN =)) really cant wait for our next kite flying date baby!

ACTUAL 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION ON THE 27TH =)

After my advance birthday chalet, my soccer kakies decided to arrange for a 21st birthday surprise round 2! I swear it was the best birthday surprise ever. Was super touched when I saw my gf together with the rest of the guys celebrating my birthday at the playground. Sigh boon was of of sg and kinda missed out the fun. They lit the playground with candles manzx! ROMANTIC MAXIMUM! If there's one thing I have to be grateful for in my 21 years of life, It'll definitely be getting to know such a awesome brunch of brothers! =) Had another round of birthday celebration when I went to school the next day. Cheekiat, charmaine & Aiman decided to give me a mini surprise bday celebration. THANK YOU GUYS! Thought I'll be damnn lonely in school on my birthday man. Yong quan & Deslon treated me to a nice dinner @ alumni too =) WONDERFUL DAY MANZX!

MY AWESOME 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!

Been too busy doing nothing,I hardly had time to even update my blog man. LOL! Alright, shall stop being lame ^^ 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WAS A BLAST! Invited all the important people in my life for my birthday chalet( sorry if I forgot to invite you doesn't mean you're not important k!) Quite afew couldn't make it last min too =( Was kinda last min with my birthday planning and all the nice big chalet like aloha and NSR all taken up. To be honest, chalet was actually quite fcuked up( phew luckily most of them didn't came in) Interior decorations 1/10, dead flies stuck to the ugly mountain painting, lightnings so dim machiam clubbing. Sigh. Was super busy trying to entertain everyone, I hardly got the time to really sit down and eat my own buffet manzxx. Heard the cratering sucks ttm. OH WELL, what to do!? I ordered it myself what. I didn't even tried my own birthday cake please. Everyone was saying its damn good. sian! Nevertheless I've got great company to compensate for all these disappointment =) Finally got to really introduce my awesome girlfriend to my family and relatives heh. Oh ya, I wanna tank my soccer brothers who came down earlier with me to help me with the all the decorations and set up too! Especially NG SIHAN FOR BEING MY PHOTOGRAPHER FOR THE NIGHT! THANKS BUDDY! Alright, as usual let the pictures do the talking k =)