I cant take this anymore =( life in general is so fcuking stressful. I dont want to waste my youth here because I'm not getting younger with days. I don't wanna live like a mediocre Singaporean, mugging my ass off for 20 years of my life just so I can get a job, work and survive the remaining of my life. It just doesn't make sense does it? Before you know it, you're eventually going to reach this magical "x" number where everyone feels " HEY! YOU'RE NOT YOUNG ANYMORE, YOU NEED TO SETTLE DOWN, YOU NEED TO START ACTING LIKE AN ADULT, YOU NEED TO PLAN FOR YOUR OWN FAMILY, YOU NEED TO...YOU NEED TO... YOU NEED TO" I don't want to live my life this way, life is not even suppose to be like this. I need help, I'm dying inside me everyday.I know there's no two way about this. Suck it up YONG.

awwww

The Love Terrorist

Baby, do you even know how amazing you are? You sashayed into my life, kidnapped & took control of my heart, and then blew my mind away. Baby you're a love terrorist.

without you

DON'T WANT TO REPLY YOU LEH!?

I really dunno how to react right now. Sometimes little things can really blow me away. I'm really trying hard to swallow the fact that I'm a lousy friend to my buddies. Some stuff are easier said then done or should I say maybe easier done then said? Simple things like texting and replying me msgs really makes me wanna point a BIG FAT JUICY MIDDLE FINGER AND SHOUTING "FCUK YOU" IN YOUR FACE. Its like you are trying to put in effort to do and organize something and people just don't really acknowledge your effort. Ytd night, I put in a effort to organize a simple movie at CWP and no one but bk replied. I wont blame him if he cant make it but certainly grateful that he replied. It's really not the rejection and turned down part that hurts, but the silent, cold feeling of being ignored that's making me feel so fcuked up. But still, I kept my cool and tried to tell myself maybe its just another whats app fcuked up problem that fails to send out my text to everyone. This morning I wake and saw the group chat "Boon kiat left, sihan left, weizhong left, jiawei left". NOW, THATS THE MIND FCUKING PART. YOU GUYS RECEIVED MY WHATS APP, SEES AND IGNORED MY MSG, AND JUST LEAVE THE GROUP CHAT WITHOUT GIVING ME A REPLY OR EVEN SAYING GOODBYE. So now am I still suppose to tell myself that whats app screw up sending my msges and then kicked my buddies out of the groupchat? I really dunno how to react to this but I really hope you guys sees my post. I'm just gonna relax and pretend this problem doesn't existed.

Baby 妳就是我的唯一

Baby 妳就是我的唯一 兩個世界都變形 回去談何容易 確定 妳就是我的唯一l 獨自對著電話說我愛你 我真的愛你 Baby 我已不能多愛你一些

Sian

Expectations kills. Finally got a taste of it myself haha. Sometimes it's tough to make decisions between 2 choices, tougher with 3 and even tougher among 4. Thought I was smart enough to finally come up with a decision that can satisfy at least 3 groups. Making that decision wasn't easy because I really really wanted to go for one of it too, been looking forward to having some fun even before the holidays. But then ended up I wasn't so smart afterall.Because eventually I got reprimanded for doing a sloppy job at home & the new plan kinda back fired because I even disappointed the one I loved =( The worse part about this whole joke was that I thought she might actually love it you know!? like play some candles, play some fire crackles, fly the new kite at night. HAHAHAHA. fcuking joke now. I think imma clown haha. Shall go for my nap now.