I cant take this anymore =( life in general is so fcuking stressful. I dont want to waste my youth here because I'm not getting younger with days. I don't wanna live like a mediocre Singaporean, mugging my ass off for 20 years of my life just so I can get a job, work and survive the remaining of my life. It just doesn't make sense does it? Before you know it, you're eventually going to reach this magical "x" number where everyone feels " HEY! YOU'RE NOT YOUNG ANYMORE, YOU NEED TO SETTLE DOWN, YOU NEED TO START ACTING LIKE AN ADULT, YOU NEED TO PLAN FOR YOUR OWN FAMILY, YOU NEED TO...YOU NEED TO... YOU NEED TO" I don't want to live my life this way, life is not even suppose to be like this. I need help, I'm dying inside me everyday.I know there's no two way about this. Suck it up YONG.