sometimes you just cant help it but to look back & start reminiscing about all your miserable past,thinking about all the "what if I had...." & "what if I didn't..." thou we all know everything happens if life for a reason. But right now, I dunno why, I finally feel like I'm living my life the right way. The way I want it to be. I've got a group of loyal buddies, friendly new classmates, awesome friends, strong family & a really sweet, supportive & understanding girlfriend. What more can I ask for? Unconsciously, we always crave for all the better & nicer things, comparing what we have to what we don't have. We are all blinded by this negative desire, this negative thirst for always wanting the better. Sometimes we got blind folded for so long we failed to realize all we have to do is to just take 1 single second to remove that blind fold & realizing life's actually amazing the way it is. Tonight, I finally removed mine.